Catharsis.
3:20 a.m. Visability: jet black. 45 degrees Fahrenheit, with a light breeze coming from the southeast.
The initial heaves erupted in extreme, hallucinogenic flashes. The ensuing and myriad aftershocks yielded similarly hellish results. After what seemed to be endless declarations of profound sickness, I finally reached a brief moment of peace. With an all-fours’ crawl on warm earth, the cold sweat that shot from my forehead like grease splashing from a hot skillet now settled as my temperature quickly followed suit.
From here, I had nothing more to surrender as I delighted in this blessed break from the onslaughts. I had just vomited my guts out. And, now, my concern was the acute dehydration that followed. Despite the madness, I, amazingly, still managed to find moments for humility, even gratitude. Brushing off my dirty hands, which were the unavoidable result of the uncontrollable heaves and concomitant fall to ground, I took a brief moment to enjoy my surroundings. Deep breathes of life and the accompanying mountainous visual grounded my attention both to the present and to the heavenly terrain that seemed to envelope me: omnipotent mountain peaks; abysmal river canyon; the most radical of hillside inclines humanly imaginable. Feeling a semblance of spark, I wandered forward.
Well. Scratch that. More aptly, I lunged, lethargically, confusedly, mostly aimlessly. And, as such, with my only orienting factor being the arduous incline to the heavens in front of me, the trail on which I resolved to continue, ever-so-sickly, one step at a time. To say I had heavy feet would be a gross understatement. I was the universe’s best breathing example of the walking dead!
Well. Scratch that. More aptly, I lunged, lethargically, confusedly, mostly aimlessly. And, as such, with my only orienting factor being the arduous incline to the heavens in front of me, the trail on which I resolved to continue, ever-so-sickly, one step at a time. To say I had heavy feet would be a gross understatement. I was the universe’s best breathing example of the walking dead!
Two minutes through the “death stroll,” I needed to rest again. And, after a couple more lifeless steps, I did so. It was on a series of small rocks at the trail's edge, where I sat, rested and contemplated the prospects of my life. Shortly thereafter, I drearily noticed a man walking in my direction on the trail below. The energetic, 30-something man approached. It was no miracle that he immediately inquired as to my condition, in seeing that I was in all likelihood horridly pale and suffering.
His empathetic reaction to my sorry state was offered in his concern for my life as well as in the form of a granola bar. The currency of care for hikers. Thus, I accepted, graciously. He then reached for an extra water bottle from his pouch. I thanked the kind man, satisfactorily conjuring up a meek smile.
Before his departure, he queried, "Oye! Vas a estar bien?! (Hey! Are you going to be okay?)" I mustered a mutter: "Sí, estaré bien. Gracias por todo... (Yes, I'll be okay. Thank you for everything...)" We went on to engage in a game of look sharing and nods, with the solitary aim being to establish some form of assurance. Once the man was sufficiently assured, he, as if directly connected to the fountain of youth, skipped on. While, I, in stark contrast, could do little more than watch him hop away, so annoyingly effortless.
Soon after, feeling more sparks that now almost resembled a charge, I opted to make yet another desperate attempt. This time, surrender was setting in, I would thus tread lightly, while immersing further into the sickness-inspired hallucinogenic trip.
Soon after, feeling more sparks that now almost resembled a charge, I opted to make yet another desperate attempt. This time, surrender was setting in, I would thus tread lightly, while immersing further into the sickness-inspired hallucinogenic trip.
As I ambled along, I wearily observed the trail’s dry, amber-colored earth with hints and tints of vibrant illumination. The steep mountain side, stretching from so high above, to deep down, abysmally down below, had the same psychedelic effect. I peered over to the distant outlying mountain peaks, so enormous in size, and many of them with glacial caps, as they gloriously exalted into the sky.
The sun’s rays began to weigh down upon me as the temperature simply exploded. My “sweats” turned from cold to hot and quickly back. Light-headedness breached and gripped me, unerringly, for the rest of the day. And so I could safely claim that it was indifference that marked my experience on this fourth and final day of my trek to Choquequirao, the blessed(?) sister of Machu Picchu. The Inca ruin site located four hours southwest of the city of Cuzco, the former Inca capital.